Goines On: Smudging the ink

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Goines rarely read the printed The New Yorker magazine, and even more rarely on the same day as the date on its cover. But today was different, and in the “Cartoon Takeover” issue he recognized himself in John Updike’s personal history, “Lost Art: What the author wanted to do before he decided to become a writer,” reprinted from December 15, 1997:

All Over the Place: New Year resolutions

These are your New Year resolutions, seriously

By Michael H. Brownstein





Open the window – smell the sweet sweat of sunshine.
Step to the curb – the trees flower within glitters of light.
Take a walk – everywhere the busy dance of squirrel and
Rabbit, vole and robin, ground hog and garden snake.
Do you not see the deer with its doe? The raccoon with its kits?

The Loneliest Liberal: Old years end, new years begin

By James Knudsen

It is that time of year. It is the holiday season, the end of another year, the beginning of a new one. All around us, we see signs of time’s passage. Christmas Day, 2019, I am passing by a field, scanning it for signs of wildlife. Perhaps a squirrel is scurrying about. Is there a hawk watching from a phone pole? For most of this planet’s creatures, Christmas Day is just another day. But for those raised among the traditions of Christmas, it is a day filled with memories. If Christmas is not your tradition, winter has similarly important occasions to celebrate and reflect on. Twenty-eight days from now, The Year of the Rat begins. Humans, unlike the finned, feathered, and furred creatures we share this planet with, know that time is, depending on your perspective, passing, elapsing, creeping, or hurtling along.

Goines On: Self-talking

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Goines had recently recommended night-time affirmations, or auto-suggestions, to his friend Lane, who was plagued almost every morning by a morass of dark and troubling thoughts. Such auto-suggestions (or self-commands) had helped Goines avoid that same sort of morass, time and time again, for years, whenever Goines felt the need. And it helped Goines think of solutions to problems as well. The “trick” was simply to convince himself (his subconscious, although he wasn’t exactly sure what that was) that it would do whatever might be necessary to wake him up in a good, or “positive” frame of mind, or to come up with an idea.

Fiction: Jaudon – An American Family (a novel) [29]

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Chapter 29. War

1898. The Spanish-American War. Col. Theodore Roosevelt recruits volunteers and forms the Cowboy Cavalry, later to be known as the Rough Riders.

Jesús Jaudon heard that volunteers were needed to fight a war and a training base was opening in San Antonio. He had been trying to decide what he should do. He consulted Rafael about joining, but got little help, mainly because he could tell Rafael didn’t want him to go.

A little painting for Christmas

Painting by Shirley Deane/Midyett

Text by Vic Midyett

[Editor’s Note: Originally appeared on December 28, 2016, along with three other little paintings for Christmas. All four can be seen here.]

Here is the third of four little paintings Shirley created as gifts for Christmas 2016.

A Quiet Saturday Night (Part 3 of a short story)

By Paul Clark (aka motomynd)

After returning home from shopping, unpacking, and having a late dinner, she put their son to bed while her husband tended to their cats. Then he sat at the dining table for his evening shot of whiskey.
    She came out of their son’s room and sat across from him.
    “Scotch?” she asked. “You know I hate the way that makes you smell.”
    “Yes, I do. That’s why I’m having a shot of mezcal instead. Sombra. It’s the best.”
    “So, after what happened tonight, you actually think I might let you close enough to me that I could smell what you are drinking?”
    “I always have high hopes.”

Goines On: Library due notice

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The local library’s due notice was addressed to Goines as “Dr. Goines,” at sight of which he grinned, pleased that he seemed to be highly regarded locally, at least in book circles. “Please note,” the notice said, “the due date on the following items…Machines like me: and people like you / Ian McEwan.”

All Over the Place: For Hanukkah and for Christmas

By Michael H. Brownstein

Because years later, we celebrate the Festival of Lights

Do you see the lights in the distance?
The fog erased outline of our treasure?
We are not comfortable with what you did to the Name.

Late afternoon, a spit of sun, sand,
A triumph after the last bloodletting.
Where do we need to go from here?

Happy Birthday

To all good people
born on December 21

By Moristotle

Because today is the birthday of my son, Contributing Editor Geoffrey Dean, I would like to dedicate today’s publication of poet Bob Boldt’s “Caruso in Honduras” to him and to all other good people born on this date, in whatever year.
    Honored individuals (and everyone else, good or bad): don’t deprive yourselves of the joy of reading Bob’s poem and watching and, especially, of listening to his video performance and the video performances of Luciano Pavarotti & Lucio Dalla and Andrea Giuffredi.

Boldt Words & Images: Caruso in Honduras

By Bob Boldt














A couple stands by the wind-blown bus sign.
His chin, still fuzzy, merely a boy,
an unstrung guitar string hanging there.
With three strings he begins his song.

Boldt Words & Images: Gate of Ivory Gate of Horn (a poem revised)

(“Glad I was Chicago born”)

By Bob Boldt

[Editor’s Note: Earlier version appeared on November 16.]

For Deborah, whom I knew long before we met. A famous Yogi (I think it was Yogi Berra) once said, “Nostalgia ain’t what it used to be.” What started out as a love poem to the past turned into a love poem to my ex-wife...To be read over music background:

It’s 1954. Dearborn and State. Gate of Horn Saturday night.

My best friend, Tom Clemens to my right, and to the left of me,
standing at the bar, Roger McGuinn¹.
I have no idea who he is, just another pair of ears listening:
                        “That old Bilbao moon,
                        I won’t forget it soon.
                        Just like a big balloon.”²

Goines On: Geometry lesson

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A more intellectual subject that morning of the buzzing topics made relatively little sound in Goines’ mind. Maybe it just resonated the buzz of the other topics. This one was how to configure a geometrical model to represent an individual consciousness or world view relative to other people’s consciousnesses.
    A circle would represent an individual world, its center point standing for that individual’s consciousness, or perspective. Most circles did not touch, because any given person of the billions on the planet knew only a few other people. Some circles only grazed one another, representing people who may only have seen each other in a parking lot or checkout lane and paid each other no more mind.

Fiction: Jaudon – An American Family (a novel) [28]

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Chapter 28. Rodrigo Family

Things were going well for Ricardo. He had hired the company that J.W. Hankins used to drill his three dry wells and hid the entire thing through a fake corporation in New Hampshire. His three wells in Corsicana were top producers. His import/export business was doing better than he had ever hoped, as were his other investments. After the snowstorm of ’85, he foreclosed on two well sites whose owners couldn’t make their payments, and he now had five wells pumping oil. Claude had picked up four more wells and was now pumping seven.

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Detail

Back in the country

By Mary Alice Condley (1925-2007)

[Editor’s Note: I am grateful for the second time in a row to Mary’s & my niece Dawn Stella Story Burke, daughter of our sister Flo Elowee, for sharing two more paintings by Mary that Dawn acquired after Flo went into a nursing home. These show Mary again in her beloved countryside.]

A Quiet Saturday Night (Part 2 of a short story)

By Paul Clark (aka motomynd)

And so they went from the Builders Depot parking lot to wander Lots of Stuff. And she looked at aisles of curtains, and rugs, and her son looked at toy cars, and finally chose four he deemed worthy of some of his birthday money. And then her son and husband went to the back of the store, to look for a solar-powered light with a stout steel stake that she had seen in an ad. She went the opposite way, for toiletry organizers and a new rug for the bathroom.

Goines On: Getting to agreeing to disagree

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Goines’ relative who slipped an evangelical pamphlet in with his Christmas card refused at first to discuss politics with Goines. Curbe (his name was pronounced the same as Kirby) insisted at first that they would just have to “agree to disagree.” But Goines nevertheless managed to engage Curbe in more than a dozen email exchanges in which they told each other their primary political principles. Perhaps surprisingly – and reassuringly, for the sake of family relations – they seemed to pretty much agree on the ones they actually discussed:

All Over the Place: Fire in the study

By Michael H. Brownstein

The ending is not always simple:
one day you wake to sunlight,
the next day you go berserk.
Please, do be a stranger.

Poetry & Portraits: Rival

Drawing by Susan C. Price

Rival
By Eric Meub

Why must my solitude expire so soon?
Right through the velvet sleeve of afternoon,
Through flourishes of leaves, the tires arrive
To sweep across the asphalt of the drive

Goines On: The magic “ha! ha! ha!”

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While Goines craned his neck back to squeeze artificial tears into his eyes, he became aware that, with each breath, he was emitting a barely audible “ah” sound. The repetition of “ahs” put him in mind of Philip Glass’s glorious music in the final act of Akhnaten, which he and Mrs. Goines had gotten to listen to on the car radio four days earlier, as they drove home from another foray of theater-broadcast opera in Chapel Hill. Saturday’s opera hadn’t been live, but a recording of the Met’s premier live broadcast from 2006, of Julie Taymor’s abridgment of Mozart’s The Magic Flute.

Fiction: Jaudon – An American Family (a novel) [27]

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Chapter 27. Oil Wells

By 1895, Claude’s office was running like a fine clock. For his Finance Administrator, he had hired Gerald Whitney from a firm in Chicago. Warren Townson was his Office Manager, and Jeffrey Wright had sold his real estate business and gone to work for Claude as Project Manager.
    Cornell Stevens, his gofor, went back and forth between Houston and Corsicana. At first a few places tried to turn Cornell away because of the color of his skin, but Claude had a way of making it clear that Cornell would be welcomed or there would be payback.

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Still life

By Mary Alice Condley (1925-2007)

[Editor’s Note: I am grateful to Mary’s niece Dawn Stella Story Burke, only daughter of our sister Flo Elowee, for sharing these four still-life paintings by Mary, which Dawn inherited from Flo when her frailty required that she be moved to a nursing home. (Flo’s husband, William Don Story, had died the year before. I remember him well; he taught me as a young teenager how to drive, shave, & tie a double Windsor knot.) These still lifes are so peaceful and eternal, I feel that Mary must have been especially at home with the close-at-hand.]

A Quiet Saturday Night (Part 1 of a short story)

By Paul Clark (aka motomynd)

“There’s just nothing good about 36-degree rain.” That was what the man thought, as they left Builders Depot with their two gallons of paint and trudged through the dark parking lot toward their car. “Enjoying your birthday?” he asked, glancing at his wife with what he meant as a smile but realized too late was likely a smirk.

Goines On: Empathy or hope?

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As Goines pushed the shopping cart toward his car, a woman perhaps in her 20-somethings crossed his path, on her way to Walmart’s entrance. His surge of compassion for the woman was immediate and involuntary, but somehow different from previous such experiences. Goines wondered what was “extra” about this one. The woman was not strikingly different from hundreds of other strangers. Instantly the idea emerged that his sympathy for the woman might not derive solely from his empathy for her, but also derive from his empathy with her circle of acquaintances, as though he loved her through her husband’s eyes, her mother’s, her family’s.

All Over the Place: A time of endearment

By Michael H. Brownstein



1
A blanch of stain, November,
leaf wrinkles to old skin,
wind trails into smoke,
everywhere a crust of sand.

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Detail of lighthouse painting

From field to shore

By Mary Alice Condley (1925-2007)

[Editor’s Note: I am grateful to Mary’s & my nephew Bruce Story, eldest offspring of our sister Flo Elowee, for sharing these three paintings by Mary. Her love of simple, traditional things sings sweetly through them.]

Goines On: Taking on characters

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Goines imagined that his friend Zen, who was working on a sort of experimentally complex novel, thought that his editor was crazy. How could the guy think, Goines imagined Zen thinking, that Zen wanted his story to be difficult for his reader to follow? Couldn’t he see that Zen just didn’t know how to say clearly what he was trying to convey? Zen didn’t think it, but Goines did, that the editor had actually realized this, too, finally, but without sensing that Zen himself had already begun to articulate it. Shit, thought Zen, thought Goines, where does the fucking artificer of this narrative get off thinking he can say what I’m thinking, or what my editor is thinking, or when we think it, who first and who second, who before whom? I can read Wayne Booth, too, he knows. Goines felt perhaps overly pleased with himself to have thought all of this.

Copyright © 2019 by Moristotle

Fiction: Jaudon – An American Family (a novel) [26]

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Chapter 26. The Oil Game

Claude took a suite at the Royal Houston Hotel on the main street of town. He had a bedroom and a sitting room, and a private bath with a large tub and running water. He had a desk moved in and one of the new fancy telephones for his desk. There was yet to be any long-distance calling, but most businesses in downtown Houston were now hooked into the switchboard exchange. His first call was to Ricardo. “This is Claude. Did you get the men out doing their jobs?”
    All lines in town were party lines, so the business conversations had to be somewhat in code. “I contacted them and they are on the job. Where are you?”

Goines On: Trumpeteristics

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The moral insult that is Donald Trump couldn’t fail to cut Goines’ mind like a buzz saw. How could one credibly explain the rise of such a man to become President of the United States? When this question arose anew recently, Goines thought he might have a new twist on an idea of more than a year ago, when he had realized that traces of each one of Trump’s numerous character flaws could be found in most people, even a few of them in Goines himself.

All Over the Place: Three haikus, of fog, flood, & dust

By Michael H. Brownstein

fog...
snowbound piers
a mirage of ghosts

sudden flood
light
leaps into sky

volcanic dust...
the river
skin disease and warts

Copyright © 2019 by Michael H. Brownstein Michael H. Brownstein’s volumes of poetry, A Slipknot Into Somewhere Else and How Do We Create Love?, were published by Cholla Needles Press in 2018 & 2019, respectively.